i thought with time, you guys will realize wtf is wrong with our friendship. friendship to us, means, hanging around together, hugging here, kissing there. and admit the fact that, we're bestfriends forever. but hey, friendship is way more than that. dont simply make promises, eg: i love you until the end of time, bestie. you're the best. you guys complete my life. dont fucking make any promises, if you guys dont really know how to keep them well. its better to keep your mouth shut. as sharing this friendship. well its clear for you four to see, i'd fight for our friendship. but how can i fight for it, if im the only one who really tried so hard to glue back the pieces of our friendship that breaks into pieces. dont be so selfish and put so much egos lah girls. every little thing i do, NEVER seems enough for you guys. for once, think about others' feelings juga lah. asyik fikir diri sendiri. apahal ni? ish.
how im missing "the old us" so much. 2007, please come back. i was such a fool, i couldnt see it, that actually, we really dont have anything yes anything in common pun. kalau ada pun, perasaan ego membuak. penting diri lebih. hah, that is so us. after all we've been through, this is the end? wooo what a great ending. i was too blind to see that we will never ever be together forever. fuck that. kill me for this, for putting so much efforts to make us, the betina's back on track. and for putting so much hopes, veryvery hopeful, that this is just a test from Allah, and maybe this is just a nightmare. but heck. the truth remains. the fact that this is the fucking end. no fairrrrrr! ;(
was it something i said that make you four turn away? to make you four just leave me cold here, without any further details about what's going on. what's really the point of this matter, till it breaks our friendship. if i could just find a way, to make it better, what will it be anyway? *sigh
Asilah, Aisyah, Syafiqah, Virginie.
People whom complete my life, well that was then,
No matter what, i love you four, endlessly.
